to sae the truth..ii donno wat to blog ii realli don lik saying my feeling out animore ii don wann ppl to noex how ii feel animore no matter sad or happy..sometimes ii feel if everything seem so hard den jus go away show me you hate me and jus go away i will live on smiling ii will change but not now not untill dde day ii leave yuying ii promise myself this two years back..and ii've become lik this ii donno how hard ii force myself to be lik this ii don lik being lik this too.. but ii really can't in yuying so pls don tell me to change jus go away if you have too ii noex its me you cannot stand..
don think you noex me,ii'm weak in the inside i admit that's why ii change to be lik this..one day once ii leave yuying and go to a new place ii will find back the old me but not now one dae in yuying means one more day lik this..accept me or go away don worry i won't feel sad but ii won't cry..coz in my hartx all i'm waiting for is the day ii leave yuying so ii could not care less about any other thing..all ii can sae is ii do treasure all things around me but ii won't miss wat that is gg to leave..so mum stop nagging one day i will grow up and one day i be wat you wan me to be..but not now not when ii have to face loads of crap and problems..and ii'm greatful to meimei & wanwan for ren me..you shown me how you cherish our friendship..i love all my sistax..ii noex its a hard time to ren me..for you all ii will try to change..but ii can't promise anything and it won't be soon..I REALLY LOVE YOU GUY FROM THE DEEP DOWN OF MY HARTX..stay happy & cheerup maisy anD wanzi`!and kat arhx wish you and ham last foreva..and shanny miss ya hope to see you soon..
